hey all, so it the last week of summer holidays, before school resumes, so what am i doing ? well im on this thing called  big week out  or also known as bwo so a group of local churchs from around differnt areas get together and the people get to do service while making friendships and having a good time.

so its my first time at bwo and its pretty good so far iv listend to some amazing sermons and met amazing people, iv had the opputunity to go to a nursing home and seee older people it was so touching, for australia day we had a family bbq which was pretty cool but today me and about 11 other young people dressed up as clowns and went down to gleng, yep thats right the bay dressed in clown stufff. I guess at first i was freaking out but it was pretty fun at first we split in groups gave out ballons ( which where prettty descent for an amuture clown may i say so myself) and lollipops. it was a prettty tiring day but overall im so glad i went on bwo iv emt some amaizng people and i definetly recommend it!!!

so changing topic i love running but not really at night but tonight i went even though i felt sick and could feel maccas in the bottom of my tummmy, i was running and started getting pain in my ribcage. i was listening to some music that i didnt know i had and it fitted in so well to how i felt. so the pain got worse i coudnt really hear myself cos of the music but i remeber like screaching softly and i started to say random stuff like how i love god and i know theres hope. so i continued on with the run after a tiring day and feeling sick and the horrible pain but suprisingly i didnt slow down and want to give up for the firts time in a while  i could feeel somthing beside me helping me move along, it gave me motivation and i finshed the run in a pretty good time 23 minutes for an uphill 4.5km run and i thought i was going to not make it.... 

that thing pushing me along was God showing me not to give up not just in the run but in things  i  do seee i have this tendensy to mabey start somthing but stop either because i feel stupid, juged or cant be botherd but i feel God was saying I'm always there just look to me i think i knew thta but didnt always look to it and use it, anyways i dont know it just encouraged me and i thought i'd share :)

so i hope everyone enjoys the rest of their holidays and just keeep going with whatever your doing :)


love eloise xo